Monday, February 29, 2016
A Day at the [Dead] Sea
Saturday, February 27, 2016
The Source and Summit of Our Faith
Thursday, February 25, 2016
The Silence of Gethsemane
The Silence of Gethsemane
Is has been a week since we have settled in Jerusalem and by this time everybody usually finds his favorite place for prayer. And although the first place which comes to mind as the best for prayer is the Holy Sepulcher, with its being the place of the Crucifixion, Death, and Resurrection of Our Lord Jesus Christ, it is not my choice. The place which really spoke to my heart is the Basilica of Gethsemane, the place of Our Lord's agony.
Before the torments of scourging, humiliation, carrying the cross, being nailing to it, and death happened, Jesus was praying to His Father in the silence of the Garden of Gethsemane, with the company of Peter, James, and John. We can read that account in the Gospel's of Matthew, Mark, and Luke. Let's here the account of Mark, in Mk 14,32-42:
"Then they came to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to his disciples, "Sit here while I pray." He took with him Peter, James, and John, and began to be troubled and distressed. Then he said to them, "My soul is sorrowful even to death. Remain here and keep watch." He advanced a little and fell to the ground and prayed that if it were possible the hour might pass by him; he said, "Abba, Father, all things are possible to you. Take this cup away from me, but not what I will but what you will." When he returned he found them asleep. He said to Peter, "Simon, are you asleep? Could you not keep watch for one hour? Watch and pray that you may not undergo the test. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak." Withdrawing again, he prayed, saying the same thing. Then he returned once more and found them asleep, for they could not keep their eyes open and did not know what to answer him. He returned a third time and said to them, "Are you still sleeping and taking your rest? It is enough. The hour has come. Behold, the Son of Man is to be handed over to sinners. Get up, let us go. See, my betrayer is at hand."
This scene always strikes me with the humanity of Jesus. He, anticipating his suffering and death, struggles with the upcoming torment he will have to endure. Jesus, in this terrifying moment, turns to the Father, and with filial openness asks Him to take away the cup, meaning the suffering that is awaiting him. Jesus, the Son of God, is scared to death. And in this moment he accepts the will of the Father - "not what I will, but what you will."
The ominous atmosphere the of Jesus' internal struggle is perfectly captured in the Basilica of Gethsemane, designed by the Italian architect Antonio Barluzzi. Barluzzi designed many of the churches in the sacred places in Holy Land, but I would say that the Gethsemane Basilica is my favorite. The church inside is in deep blue and purple colors, which reminds of the evening when Jesus came to Mount of Olives after the Last Supper. The top of each column supporting the ceiling is pictured as the olive tree, which gives an impression that we entered with Jesus into the Garden of Gethsemane. The main mosaic in the center presents Jesus praying to the Father, and above that scene there is an Angel who supported Jesus in his agony (Lk 22:43). On the left side there is a depiction of Judas' kiss, which pointed Jesus to the soldiers to arrest the Christ. On the right side, however, is the scene derived from the Gospel of John, where Jesus pronounces the I AM to the soldiers who came to capture him (Jn 18: 4-8). In front of the altar is highlighted the stone on which Jesus was praying in his agony.
There is one more aspect which makes this place so special - silence. Surprisingly, silence is not that obvious in most of the holy places in Jerusalem. Many times prayer is interrupted by other groups of pilgrims coming and going, guides explaining the importance of these places, and murmur of conversations. Not so much in the Basilica of Gethsemane - even with tourists, the atmosphere of reflection and prayer in most of the times kept. It feels that the event of Jesus' prayer in his last hours brings everybody to silence and prayer.
Gethsemane is a very special place for me. It is the place of great trust in God in the face of inevitable pain and suffering. It is also a place of hope, that after the darkness of abandonment comes the light of Resurrection. In a way, the silence of Gethsemane prepares the shouts of joy in the Holy Sepulcher.
Shalom!
Shalom! This is how the Jewish people greet each other, with the word “peace.” The Muslims use the Arabic word salaam in the same way. It is not hard to see why this is a standard greeting for them given the violence that has plagued this region of the world. The sites we visited today were reminders of that deep longing for peace among the people here and at the same time how fragile the current peace is.
Our guide took us out early in the morning for a tour of the Old City of Jerusalem. Our first major stop was at the Temple Mount, where the Temple, the center of Jewish worship, had previously stood. This is where Abraham demonstrated his faith by offering his own son to God, though not killing him because of the angel’s intervention. Now there stands the Dome of the Rock, a Muslim shrine memorializing their belief in Muhammad’s vision/mystical journey in which he traveled to Jerusalem and was ascended into heaven. This shrine has stood since 691 A.D. It is considered the third holiest site for Muslims.
After seeing the top of the Temple Mount, we visited the Western Wall, also known as the Wailing Wall. This is all that is left of the outer retaining wall that supported the Second Temple, which was destroyed by the Romans in 70 A.D. Despite the rain, there were still a number of Jews praying at the Wall. We too approached the Wall to pray. No doubt many of us prayed for peace here in the Holy Land. The Temple was the most important site for the Jews. It represented the presence of God in their midst. This land in general is so important for the Jewish people because the promises of God as they read them are tied to this land, especially Jerusalem.
That these two major religions hold such great value to these sites yet in different ways, has led to continuous tension and at times violent outbreaks. As men preparing for priesthood we will be called upon to be ministers of peace, to allow peace, which is a fruit of the Holy Spirit to flourish in human hearts. Peace in the heart is the foundation for all external peace. Let us pray that the Prince of Peace may reign in our own hearts. Only then can we be instruments of the Spirit’s peace to others.
Tuesday, February 23, 2016
The Power of the Empty Tomb
Before Jesus rose from the dead, only one apostle remained with Christ. One Apostle clung to Christ with every fiber of his being and offered up his entire soul to the Lord. That Apostle was John. The rest abandoned Christ. They left. They did not remain.
But then Peter, John, and Mary Magdalene discover the empty tomb. This time the one who remains is Mary. The other "disciples went back to their homes" (Jn 20:10). Why does she stay? She stays because of the depth of her love for the Lord. She does not yet realize that he has risen, instead she is distraught that "they have taken away her Lord" (John 20:13). And then, Christ comes to her. At first she does not recognize him, but then he proclaims her name and immediately she recognizes that it is the Lord. The Lord rewards her immense love with a task. He tells her to go and announce that he has risen from the dead. "Go and announce it to my brothers. For in this do resurrection and life consist: in further proclaiming the Good News, in carrying on the flame, in being a useful instrument in my hand that I may build up my kingdom in men's hearts, in letting my Heart go on beating in yours" (Balthasar). So she goes and delights in being used by her Lord to bring the Good News of the Resurrection to her brothers; the apostles.
The Church of the Holy Sepulchre
The Chapel of Adam is located directly below Calvary, or Golgotha (the place of the skull). The Chapel Adam features a window in the back of its sanctuary that reveals a crack in the rock which runs all the way down from Calvary above to this site in the chapel below. The belief is that Adam’s tomb was located here, directly beneath the site of Our Lord’s crucifixion, thus, upon Jesus’ death on the cross, an earthquake split the rock on Calvary (Matthew 27:51-52), and Our Lord’s blood flowed into the cracked rock onto the bones of Adam.
Was Golgotha the actual site of Adam’s tomb? This belief, though highly contested, was posited as early as the 2nd century by Origen, based on what he interpreted as a Hebrew tradition about the location of Adam’s tomb.
We will probably never know the exact location of Adam’s tomb. Nonetheless, the image of the New Adam’s blood flowing directly down upon the remains of the Old Adam is powerful, reminding us that the blood of Jesus Christ cleanses us from all sin. (1 John 1:7)
The idea that Adam's remains lie directly beneath the site of the Crucifixion has often been depicted by a skull at the foot of the cross in many paintings and icons as well. |
A Different Saturday
However, I spent most of my time in the fine arts wing, which is on the same campus. Most of the exhibits did not focus on the history of Western art (as we are used to in the US), but on Israeli identity. What does it mean to be an Israeli? What does it mean to be a Jewish nation? It was a fascinating question that was answered in various ways through different works of art. Yet, I think that this question was answered later in the day as I walked down the main street of downtown Jerusalem during Shabbat.
Shabbat, or Sabbath, is observed from sundown Friday to sundown on Saturday. During this time everything in Jerusalem shuts down and the streets are nearly free of cars. Everyone is walking and a silence ensues. To see a normally bustling main street filled with trendy shops, upscale cafe's totally closed, and silence permeating the urban ambiance is something an American is not used to. The observance of the commandments and laws of Moses are what seem to give this city its identity. This may seem obvious to some, since Jerusalem is the center of religious life for Jews around the world, however, to see it lived concretely is a completely different thing.
Having the Sabbath not on a Sunday and being surrounded by an observant Jewish culture is a little disorienting. It is perhaps just as disorienting as the streets in the Old City (within the walls). Yet, as a Christian, I can't help but think that there is a connection to this culture, to these people. There is a unity of the rhythm of life and a unity of heart. When I see observant Jews praying at the Western Wall or observing Shabbat, I feel like a child again. It is like looking at my parents while they talk to each other and converse, and even if I don't understand everything they're talking about, I feel that I am a part of them in some way.
Saturday, February 20, 2016
The Way of the Cross in Jerusalem
Friday, February 19, 2016
[Early] Mass at Calvary
Luke, Matt, Andy and Clay, all of us, along with other brothers and sisters while it was still dark, went rushing into the Holy Sepulchre early in the day; and like the women from Galilee where we had spent the last days, hearts full of spices and perfumes prepared, found to our joy and amazement that the stone had been rolled away! Overfilled with joy we recalled what He said, that this Temple he will destroy and rebuild in three days;
That made perfect sense!
With delighted hearts we ran into the Holy Sepulchre and behold men with dazzling garments in His persona they came, in red robes they led us into worship and praise of the Risen Lord, an encounter to remind us of our faith, that in life and death in the Lord we remain. Fr. Duran the main celebrant with Fr. Fuller on his flank, Fr. Lodge to us the glad tidings he relayed, what St. Paul had preached to the Jews and gentiles that with the Resurrection of Christ the Cross we’ve embraced and;
That made perfect sense!
We left with joyful hearts, the Lord, having tasted and seen, his words we heard that no snoring could cease, Go forth with zeal to glorify the Lord, with our lives proclaim to the many we see, that whose side they did pierce and spit on his face, many are coming from Mundelein yearly to kiss and embrace, I ask Oh pilgrim, why spring and not fall; soon many amongst us in his persona will proclaim;
That made perfect sense!
As for the rest of the day the streets of Jerusalem we trod, site to site with curious and willing hearts we seek, from cafeterias and walkways to ice-cream parlors they probe, "Where are you from?" Inquisitively they ask, from Mundelein we say, but at the same time wonder, the delight and bliss that their faces convey.
That doesn’t make sense!
But as the evening comes and the day is about to rest, after the evening prayer when everyone is about to ingest, I think of the day and how blessed we have been, I have no words to express but to Fr. Lodge I beckon, tomorrow he says, first day in class with grace;
That will make perfect sense!
The House of Saint Peter
The Home of St Peter
Today we had the opportunity to visit Capernaum and have mass in a church that was built right over the ruins of St. Peter’s house. As scripture tells us, after Jesus left Nazareth he came to the region of Galilee and began to call his disciples. Most notably of these was Simon, son of John, whom he would later call Peter and give him the keys to heaven. Peter’s house has special meaning for Christians because of the many miracles performed in Capernaum. So, much meaning that one translation of the name of Capernaum is The Village of Consolations. The two miracles that I reflected upon are the curing of Simon Peter’s mother-in-law, and the curing of the paralytic.
Not many people knew of Jesus when he arrived in Galilee, but after he cured Simon Peter’s mother-in-law people flocked to his house in order that they too may be healed. The house is rather small and unassuming, yet it was no match for the faith of some people. We know that the friends of the paralytic could not get him inside because of the crowds, so they broke through the roof and lowered him down. What we don’t realize is that this roof was not made of sticks and straw, or any other flimsy material. There are seven layers of cement, each thirty centimeters thick, placed over each other to prevent any water from leaking through. This was not a simple task for those friends to accomplish, nor was is it a simple “Thank you for healing our friend, we’ll be on our way!” Once the roof was damaged, it was not reparable, but had to be torn down and rebuilt anew. This was the faith they had in Jesus, and the love they had for their friend. Could we say we have the same devotion ourselves? The house that saw such faith and love later became a holy place for early Christianity and had a church built around the house. It became a house of prayer for Christians who could not openly practice their faith.
Next to this house there is a first century synagogue floor upon which we believe Jesus taught and performed other signs and wonders. It is here in Capernaum that Jesus dwelt and lived. This place became Jesus’s city and is now a reminder of how important our faith should be. Let no obstacle stop us from reaching out to Jesus in our time of need, no matter how many layers there may be, always push through for our Lord is always waiting to heal us.
Thursday, February 18, 2016
Breaking the Cycle
Today we visited the Mount of Beatitudes and were given a couple of hours to spend in silent reflection. During Father’s homily at Mass, he offered us an insight on the beatitudes that I would like to share. Father told us that The Beatitudes (Matthew 5:1-11) were not prescriptions: “do this, and you will receive that,” but instead they described that, as Christians, we are blessed. I left mass a bit confused as to what he meant. As I pondered on what he had said, during my time in reflection, what came to mind was the following insight: that the Beatitudes are cycles of love which undo the cycles of sin. When, as broken human beings, we fall into sin, the evil one jumps on the opportunity to make us feel guilty, ashamed, and sometimes he fools us into believing that what we have done is so bad, we are rendered unforgivable. Believing ourselves unforgivable, we are discouraged to keep fighting against sin and temptations, we are weak and fall into sin again; and so the cycle of sin and death begins. Here is where the cycles of love, The Beatitudes, undo the cycle of sin.
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
Magdala, Dan, and Caesarea Phillipi.
Magdala: The super new (especially by Holy Land standards) church at Magdala makes a special point of celebrating the men and women followers of Christ. On the one hand, the church is located on the shores of the Sea of Galilee, which causes one to think of the calling of the Apostles, and this event is celebrated in the large chapel, with depictions of each of the apostles (including Judas Iscariot, who serves as a reminder that even those called by Christ must be on guard against the Evil One). On the other hand, the church is built in the home town of Mary Magdalene, who herself was more faithful in following Christ than most of the Apostles; she and the other women disciples are commemorated on the pillars under the main dome of the church, and above this dome appears a modified quote from Pope St. John Paul II’s encyclical on the Dignity of Women (#31): “In this holy place, the Church desires to give thanks to the Most Holy Trinity for the ‘mystery of woman’ and for every woman - for that which constitutes the eternal measure of her feminine dignity, for the ‘great works of God’, which throughout human history have been accomplished in and through her.”
St. Mary Magdalene, pray for us!
Dan: Archeologists have uncovered a mud-brick city gate from the time of Abraham. Abraham. 2,000 years before Christ. Abraham! Humanity never ceases to amaze me. How arrogant we are to think that we are so different from those who came before us. Gazing on that gate was incredible.
Caesarea Phillipi: You have probably heard in a homily that Peter’s great profession of faith, and his renaming, took place in front of an impressive rock cliff, which is why Jesus is talking so much about rocks. True enough. But did you know that built into that cliff were multiple pagan temples, one of which featured infant sacrifice? When Jesus asks “Who do people/you say that I am?” there are a few different options available to the Apostles: Pan. Zeus. Caesar. Nimrod. All these “churches” are built into the rock. But Peter chooses wisely. Jesus is not a demigod, or even a prophet to be honored. He is “the Holy One of God”. It is on this profession of faith, of which Peter and his successors are the guardians, that Christ has built His Church. As long as we proclaim Christ, and Christ alone, as Lord, the gates of Hell and the forces of evil cannot withstand us.
Monday, February 15, 2016
Rest on the Sea of Galilee
We also visited the Church of the Primacy of St. Peter (John 21:15,17). This is the place where Jesus asked Peter three times, “Do you love me?” Peter responded, “Lord you know that I love you.” Each time Jesus instructed Peter to “Feed my sheep.” We had a long time to pray facing the Sea of Galilee at this spot.
Something Smells Fishy
Next, we travelled to Tiberias and celebrated Mass at St. Peter’s parish. Afterwards we saw a 1st century fishing vessel and took a boat ride on the Sea of Galilee. The water was peaceful. On the ride we meditated on the events of Jesus calming the sea and walking on the water.
Once the ride was over, we ate lunch. Many of us ate “St. Peter’s Fish". This is local tradition in which the fish is cooked with the skin and head still intact. This is not everyone’s cup of tea, but those who ordered the meal liked it. The meal is certainly an experience of a life time.
After lunch we finished our travels for the day and arrived at our residence for the remainder of our stay in Galilee. Our accommodations are at a beautiful pilgrimage house on the Sea of Galilee. As I sat on the patio that overlooked the sea and the sun began to disappear, the birds chirped and fish began to jump out of the water, and a slight breeze blew. It was a peaceful time allowing me to quietly reflect on the day, absorb the events of this life-changing pilgrimage, and pray.
Saturday, February 13, 2016
Mary, Star of the Sea, Pray for Us!
Along the path to priesthood, Mary has played a significant role in many of our lives. I always think this is at least partially because seminarians often have holy mothers who pray fervently for us, their boys (don’t worry moms, we miss you too).
The fact is, God chose Mary, a lowly, young virgin in Nazareth to bear the Son of God. This is the beautiful mystery we ponder in Nazareth. Mary said yes to the will of God despite all of her fears, and this is the mystery we ponder in our own lives as we are on the brink of saying yes to God’s will at ordination. The Star of the Sea guides us on through the waves and breakers of the storm, and we trust that she, who reflects the bright light of her Son always, will lead us straight to Him. Some in our group have even pointed out how the dome of the Basilica of the Annunciation looks just like a Lighthouse.
This is the great and beautiful way we are walking here in Nazareth of Galilee. Through the mysteries of the Rosary, we enter into the mysteries of Christ’s life through Mary’s eyes, and now as we walk in his footsteps, I find myself pondering all that she first pondered in heart. How can it be that God took flesh? What is the meaning of this strong, peaceful and merciful God-man who brings life to so many? Who is Jesus and what does He ask of me?
Mary, Star of the Sea, guide us in the steps of your Son so that we may be more like Him, and lead us to his compassionate, merciful, and Sacred Heart. Then guide us home to our loved ones and those we are called to serve in the years to come. Stella Maris, Pray for us.